探してるたまし
Chapter -1-
Darkness I can't see anything, I can't hear anything, what's going on ''hey is anybody there?" pictures flying by everywhere but I can't make clear of the faces, wait don’t fade away wait. As I was screaming and as the pictures disappeared from my sight I felt my whole body was cold and stiff while flouting in that dark space. I kept gazing at that space not a star nether a ray were there I was completely alone. I tried calling for someone, I tried looking for someone but it was pointless because here I am lost with absolutely no hope of finding a way out of there. I couldn’t help it but to start crying but I forgot how to shed the tears and I even began to wander if I even knew how to cry?
I think I was in that abyss like space for days or maybe weeks I don’t know, I lost track of time, I guess!
I opened my eyes again everything was the same as when I first closed them, nothing is different but I felt some strange feeling in my hands that cold I no longer feel " ah my hand feel so warm" is what I thought in that moment and it also felt so light and tight is someone there I hoped, but the feeling soon disappeared and I regained my cold hands again. I never felt more lonely and sad than that instance I lost my hand; I started to pry for it again for that minute of heat and warmth. "Please make me feel it again please" it's been days since then and one night it came again the worm hand being held but this time I was able to hear something "hey" it said, and that was about it.
I was so happy I would anticipate the "warm-hand hey moments" I never know who or what it was but it would come every couple of days sometimes weeks but still every time I get so happy about it and lately I could hear other words like " how are you today?", "are you comfortable?" and I get to hear "hey, you look good" though I couldn’t quite understand them at first but I was just happy to hear them.
Today other than the normal hey and the hand I smelled something, what's that beautiful smell dancing around me, and I heard the voice saying "I brought you flowers. I hope you like them there daises "and after that I heard a wonderful repeated sound "what's that I thought?" and the voice answered:"do you like this kind of music? This song is called "Now" I wrote it ha-ha" I smiled.
After that the voice would play that sound or song every time it came to visit and every time I would smile. Intel one day that voice came held my hand but didn’t sing and didn’t bring flowers it was strange, what's wrong I thought I heard a sad tone "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" why I said, but it can't hear what I'm saying "I have to know what happened to warm-hand hey "it while holding my hand started to sing but it's not the same the song as always, this has a sad tone and it said it's titled "Goodbye"
No, no not goodbye I hate goodbye, I don’t know how I could have possibly understand the word goodbye, I have never heard it once other this time but I just knew I had to find out what wrong .
"Please just for one second open your eyes, tell me you’re here" the voice said, I clinched my hands very hard but my eyes are open how do I open them, how. Something fell from my eyes on my cheeks , what is it , I closed my eyes for a second it was hard to open them up this time my eye felt so heavy and when I half opened them something got into my eyes something so shiny and warm and as I fully opened my eyes I saw this colored thing that weren't in my monochrome world and rays that were so wonderful I felt something wet on my cheeks is it tears, I wonder? I'm crying! I kept on crying and crying meanwhile my hand loosened up I no longer feel anything on my hand and as I turned my head I saw a shadow walking away towards the door. I wanted so badly to yell to call it back but it seemed sound wouldn't come out of me no matter how hard I try.
